Friday, May 27, 2016

Gone with my Sins...

It was one of those rare days when I'm finally free in the morning time to take care of my passions. After a long time I finally met one of my favorite photographers nowadays in Albania and also such a special mate who mostly works with film cameras. For years now we have taken lots of pictures together and believe me, being a model in front of a film camera is not that easy! It takes much more time to take a good picture than it actually does with a digital one. Besides, you cannot take as many pictures as you want so before you shoot, make sure that shot is amazing!
The reason why I find this activity so interesting is mostly about our love of making art out of a little box. This kind of pictures bring out a different me who I miss a lot and I realize it by the moment I have these pictures scanned and I'm like "Wow, is it me or...?" 

Saturday, May 14, 2016

"Love's cradle"

"We're all a little weird. And life's a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness - and call it love - true love."

Weird isn't it? Have you ever met someone whose weirdness is compatible with yours? I guess I have! There are many of them there surrounding me actually. There are many humans who actually embrace my weirdness and love me for who I really am. Some of them I'd like to call 'once in a lifetime soul buddies' for the main reason that I can share with them all the things that bother me in my everyday life, all my sad stories and heart breaking moments, all the dark thoughts inside my head and all the demons dancing inside my heart and how much I love to do good and be good to every living being! I might be boring sometimes but this is how we were created. I mean we're very complicated and that's the beauty of it all. This is why we're creative and wild and free. It is all about creating your own cirlce (just like Kurisu's) and putting there all the things you adore, all the people that you want to be with no matter the feelings, your unnatural imagination and then, create what makes you happy until you find peace with yourself and satisfaction with the environment surrounding you.